oh well.. the picture is not big, but this is from our last 'yearly' dojo team taikai. i lost every single match that day, but then again, that's nothing unusual. seriously thinking about not taking test of nidan this june. two things. one i suck. i don't think i'm good enough for nidan. two.. i don't have energy. on days when i'm feeling better and has some energy, i seem to do better. but last few months has been hell. last time i had enough energy to look half way ok was during my vacation. three money. it will be rather expensive testing. if i fail, i'll be just throwing that money away. if i pass, i'm passing rank that i do not deserve. too many good reason not to test for nidan..